anesthesia again im alone. stiving in the darknes…

anesthesia

again im alone.
stiving in the darkness
of solitude,
frustrated on lifes’ cruelty
on me.
yet,
maybe it’s my fault.
it is me to blame,
i deserve to suffer.
punishment is indelible
and im getting used to pain.
loving ang enjoying
every bit ang part of it.

im immune to anguish.

i love pain.

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